The First Thanksgiving

Just a note to say we had a wonderful and very traditional Thanksgiving at my dad's place in Kindsbach this past Thursday. Turkey, stuffing, and our own stuffed Turkey all made appearances. More pics are here: elizabethward.shutterfly.com

The crying game

We have and will continue to show cheerful pictures of our darling daughter. It's more pleasant for you and more encouraging for us. Plus, she's just starting to smile ... so hopefully we'll have some pictures of that soon.

But as Kate and I have discovered these past few weeks, part of having a kid is dealing with all the crying. Thankfully, Elizabeth doesn't do it very much (knock on wood). But even when she does it inconsolably, it's OK. Kate and I realize that it's the only way babies have to communicate, and, frankly, it's not as grating as I thought it would be.

So here are a few pictures from this weekend where Elizabeth was sad, wet, tired, overwhelmed, frustrated, or just bored. I think they're pretty fun.

Xmas photos - need your opinions

OK, folks. We're looking to use one of the four below photos of our little angel for Christmas and we need your help. Please rank these in order of cuteness.

Photo 1 - Big Face:

Photo 2 - Attacked by Pointsettia:

Photo 3 - Baby in the Background:

Photo 4 - Drool puddle:

My heart's in the Harz mountains (now where's my brain?)

We hadn’t even heard of the city a year ago. But there we were one weekend in November – Kate, Kathryn, Elizabeth, and I – visiting the place where my Oma and Opa honeymooned about 60 years ago. A small mining city in the Harz mountains of Central Germany called Goslar.

Barbara and Bill were there, too. Bill was in Germany for work and was between conferences in northern and southern Germany. And Goslar was just about midway. Barbara tagged along.

Here’s a little history. This hard working blue collar city was sparsely populated in the mid 20th Century, as the mines were drying up and the proletariat wanted to get into the heavy industry found two hours west in the Ruhr region (famous for German’s Economic Miracle of the 1950s.)

Perhaps because they needed people, the town became one of many in the region that accepted refugees from former German areas after the war. My Opa and his family – refugees themselves coming from Silesia, now in southern Poland – somehow wound up here and lived here for a few months (we think) before getting jobs and moving further west.

Vacationing here for a weekend didn’t sound too enticing to me either, people. November in Central Europe in a defunct mining town? Germany’s equivalent to Appalachia? No thanks. But, alas, my mom was in town and that’s where she wanted to go. C’est le vie.

Anyway, our expectations were lower than Bush’s current approval rating. But, in all honesty, it was one of the most charming cities we’d ever been to. Undamaged during World War II, this town had beautiful old gothic churches, romantic half-timbered facades, and the types of bubbly cobblestones that lull Elizabeth to sleep in a matter of seconds. Both the town and the mines are UNESCO World Heritage Sites –like the Pyramids at Giza!
But unlike the Pyramids, there really wasn’t much to see, other than insane cuteness around every corner. Oh, and this Glockenspiel that told viewers of the history of mining in the region.
Pecos was there, too, by the way. Although I don’t think he fully appreciated the family history of this town, he did seem to appreciate watching the dancing miners, which we thought was weird and charming. Us humans were more interested in this freakily muscular small man pooing gold coins. Yes, this must be the Appalachia of Germany.
Anyway, it was a short trip – but a good one. Pecos enjoyed the Glockenspiel; Elizabeth enjoyed her first hotel; Kathryn enjoyed the geological findings in the mine, Barbara and I appreciated the family history; and Bill and Kate hopefully liked the town.

Plus, it was a good chance for us to let our scabie clothing and furniture be quarantined.

Elizabeth - Week 4: Getting Bigger

Elizabeth has now been with us for four weeks, and she's more alert everyday. She has started spending a lot more time awake, and seems to be more aware of the world around her. Her ability to focus her eyes has improved and she's working on making eye contact. She also is much better at holding up her head, and even rolled belly to back twice this week (she was especially angry and we haven't been able to get her to repeat the feat).

In her fourth week, Elizabeth got to visit exciting places like the dermatologist (so I could be de-scabie-fied), the laundromat (so all of our clothing could be de-scabie-fied), and the pediatrician for her first check-up.
Elizabeth checked-out at her check-up. Her hips, kidneys, and bladder were all evaluated and were deemed in good form. She also has grown appropriately and as of last Wednesday weighed 7 pounds 11 ounces, a growth of 1 pound five ounces since birth (Yay!).

Probably of greatest excitement in Elizabeth's fourth week was her first tourist trip. My mom, Justin, Elizabeth, Pecos and I traveled to the Harz mountains to spend the weekend in the town of Goslar with Barbara and Bill. It was a wonderful weekend that we'll post a blog about soon. The trip certainly increased my confidence in traveling with Elizabeth.

Also, we are still posting pictures of Elizabeth on her webpage (http://www.elizabethward.shutterfly.com/), so be sure to check it out.

Yuck - my itchies discovered

I've had a rash since early August. It started as a mosquito-bite-like bump on my hip. It really itched, but I tried my best not to scratch it. Then I got another bump on the other hip. They were symmetrical bumps in size, shape, and placement on me. It itched too. Then those two bumps spread into a rash that looked like they gave birth to a bunch of baby bumps just below them, on my upper thighs. Wow - what an itch. But again, I held off scratching. What I lack in many things I make up for in discipline.

Then I went to the dermatologist - Dr. Broichmann, an arrogant guy who makes me wait 45 minutes for each visit - who said it's probably just a reaction to something. "Change everything - clothes, soaps, detergents, lotions, etc.," he said. He also prescribed an anti-itch cream. Confused, I changed everything and put the cream on religiously ... to no avail. The itching continued. The cream was a waste.

Then those baby bumps had more baby bumps under me bum. Crazy itching ensued. "Did that cream give me more itchies?" But, again, like a proud monk practicing ascetic denial, I didn't scratch it.

Then I went to Broichmann again, complaining. "Oh, it must be eczema," he said. "Of course ... eczema," he said almost hitting himself in the head.

So, despite the fact that I didn't have dry skin and had never had itchy skin before, Broichmann prescribed eczema cream. That actually halted the itching temporarily, but didn't do much for the spread of the rash, which continued its onward front south, enveloping my lower thighs, knees, and then jumped down to my ankles and feet.

So - back to Broichmann's. It's now October. Once again he blew me off, saying it was eczema, it was no big deal, and prescribed a stronger eczema cream and a dry-skin cream. The cream sucked. AARGH! BROICHMANN! The rash spread to my chest, underarms, and wrists. The itching got worse too. It got so bad I couldn't sleep at night, causing me to show up to work in zombie mode, blaming it on the newborn who was such an angel. She slept more soundly than daddy.

It's now November....15 weeks of itchies. I went to Broichmann again determined to get a different diagnosis. I sat there in his office waiting the standard 45 minutes to be seen just fuming. I'm itchy. I'm frustrated. I'm exhausted. And I have to wait for this loser to tell me it’s eczema again.

Broichmann came in. We talked. He listened. He looked on his computer (probably doing a google search) and said I might have Sarcoptes scabiei. Scabies. Latin for scratch.

Yuck – bugs. Hundreds and hundreds of microscopic bugs burrowing in my skin, laying eggs, and poo-pooing indiscriminately. Well, he wasn’t sure, he said. But he prescribed a cream (Infectoscab) anyway. He also took blood and asked for me to bring in a stool sample (nope – not doing that) to determine if it was something else.

So I went home, did some research, discovered that I have all the typical scabies symptoms, tried the cream, and am now enjoying the wonderfully slow recovery process of three more weeks of itching while my skins grows new layers and pushes out all the bug poopoo.

WHAT THAT MEANS. Well, the worst part is that since you scabies is transmitted through skin contact and/or shared linens, I’ve already given it to Kate. So, yesterday we had to take all our clothes and linens to the laudromat for a hotwash.

WHAT THAT ALSO MEANS. I’ve mostly likely given it to our darling three-week old daughter. Sadly, she can’t use the insecticide cream Kate and I used because she’s too young for a carcinogen of that caliber. So, because it takes four-to-six weeks for scabies babies to hatch and become apparent on the skin, we won’t know for another few weeks whether she has it. And if she does, well, that means Kate and I have it again and, once again, we have to hotwash everything. But this time, we’ll give her the carcinogenic insecticide. We have no choice.

Just imagine how guilty I feel.

Oh – and I also gave it to Pecos. Now imagine how dirty it feels to give a freaking dog a freaking mite infestation. Yeah. That’s dirty.

So, as gross, distressing, upsetting, chaotic, confusing, uncomfortable, and exhausting as this has been – and as ill-timed as it was – it’s now coming to an end. Only three more weeks of crazy itching!

Until Elizabeth’s bugs start to hatch.

Yuck.

Elizabeth - Week 3: My girl likes to potty all the time

Thank you, Carole, for the award for shortest post ever. We actually wrote this post earlier this week, but blogger ate it when we published . . . and then scabies consumed our lives.

So, a little late, here is Elizabeth's three week update presented in the forms of likes and dislikes she has made apparent.

Likes-sleeping around. Elizabeth is happiest sleeping on or with other mammals. This has been easy to accommodate as she has six willing grandparents (all of whom she's met) and one furry pup who is willing to oblige.

Dislikes-sleeping alone. Actually, we haven't tested out her willingness to sleep alone, but I am guessing she won't be into it. At night, she sleeps with Justin, Pecos, and me. I'm glad we recently upgraded to a king-sized bed.

Likes-re-experiencing the womb during bath time.

Dislikes-being taken from the bath tub. She usually protests by peeing all over whoever is drying her while screaming like a banshee.

Likes-nursing. Elizabeth is a leisurely diner and spends most of her waking hours, and energy, eating.

Dislikes-being awake and not nursing. She seriously needs to find a hobby.

Likes-being lifted in the air. If Elizabeth is fussing, you can just lift her above your head a few times and she'll settle down. We call this her off button. I'm hoping that it will keep working through adolescence.

Dislikes-my lazy attempts, when my arms have petered out, to fake lifting her above my head by putting upward pressure in her armpits while bouncing her on my knees. She doesn't fall for this trick.

Likes-relieving herself on the changing table. Elizabeth likes to wait until I have a nice clean diaper under her before peeing, or pooing, all over it. We go through a lot of diapers around here.

Dislikes-diaper changes. Elizabeth gets seriously upset during changes, expecially it she's just awakened and is hungry.

Likes-being worn. We have five baby carriers and Elizabeth is a fan. Here's Justin and Barbara with Elizabeth in the Ergo with the infant insert. She's currently hanging out on me in the Ultimate Baby Wrap.

Dislikes-being put in the Ultimate Baby Wrap. Those first few minutes after I put her on are filled with lots of screaming. Then, she settles down, and falls asleep for a few hours.

I would still rate Elizabeth is a fairly easy baby. I'm excited to see her grow and change over the coming weeks.

Elizabeth - Week 2: Out and About

Yesterday marked Elizabeth's two week birthday and I can't believe how quickly the time has passed. It was great to have a week at home with Justin to settle into our life together. He is now back at work, but my parents are (thankfully) here to help me out. During the second week of Elizabeth's life, we actually spent a fair amount of time out of the house. We certainly went out far more than I thought we would. As previously mentioned, Elizabeth enjoyed her first game of fetch. She also went to two doctor's appoinments with me, had her first visit to the library, and went to the airport to pick up my folks.
This weekend, we got even bolder, and took Elizabeth on her first out-of-town journey. My parents, Justin, Elizabeth, Pecos and I drove the hour south to enjoy Jay and Linda's hospitality. We had a fabulous Linda-prepared Italian feast on Saturday, went to an awesome brunch on Sunday (Elizabeth's first meal out), and went on a hike on Sunday afternoon.All in all, Elizabeth did very well. She is a very calm baby (until you try to change her diaper) and has yet to make a peep on her many ventures out. Of course, accomplishing this takes careful strategizing and timing, but the process is getting smoother all the time. I think we'll keep her; she's pretty cute.